11/06/2026
💐💐 PERSONAL STORY 💐💐
“This version of me takes up more space physically, but far less space mentally worrying about it.” ❤️
Today I looked at a photo of myself and felt something different.
There was a time when my body determined my worth.
Every day was consumed by thoughts of food, exercise, calories, weight and how I looked. My life revolved around trying to be smaller. I believed that if I could just maintain a certain size, I would somehow be happier, more accepted and more worthy.
The reality was that while my body was smaller, my world was too.
Over the last six months, I’ve been actively working on who I am beyond my appearance.
I’ve challenged the beliefs that told me my value was tied to my body and called myself out for being my own harshest critic.
Today, I’m no longer a size 4–6. Depending on the brand, I’m somewhere between an 8–12. I have a tummy again. My face has shape again.
And while there are still days when body image tries to define my worth, it no longer controls my every move.
I’m learning what true health looks like for me. Not restriction. Not fear. Not punishing myself into a smaller body. But nourishment, balance, acceptance and freedom.
The less space food and exercise take up in my mind, the more space I have for the things that truly matter. Showing up for people. Building my business. Sharing my knowledge. Creating safety and support for others. Living a life that isn’t ruled by the fear of being “too much” for society.
I know this is something I’ll continue to manage for the rest of my life. Recovery and acceptance aren’t destinations; they’re ongoing choices.
But today, I’m grateful for the freedom I’m learning to give myself.
*** still have no idea how to relax in a photo though 🤦🏽♀️🤣