15/07/2026
CHAPTER SEVENTEEN:
It was sometime after midnight when the door finally opened.
The lantern inside the room had almost burned out.
Its weak flame trembled against the walls.
So did I.
Mr. Ufola stepped outside.
His face was unreadable.
Neither happy nor sad.
Neither excited nor troubled.
Simply calm.
As though a ceremony had been completed.
As though a transaction had been concluded.
As though a chapter had been closed.
The moment he emerged, movement erupted outside.
Voices.
Whispers.
Footsteps.
Women.
Many women.
I froze.
For a second, I could not understand what I was hearing.
Then the realization struck me.
The women had never truly left.
They had remained nearby.
Waiting.
Listening.
Observing.
Perhaps not every word.
Perhaps not every sound.
But enough.
Enough to know.
Enough to understand.
Enough to satisfy tradition.
A strange coldness spread through my body.
The women who had prayed for me.
The women who had adjusted my wrappers.
The women who had called me "my daughter."
The women who had urged me to be brave.
They had been there all along.
Just beyond the door.
And suddenly, I remembered every moment of that night.
Every fear.
Every hesitation.
Every tear.
Every silent plea inside my heart.
And they had done nothing.
Not because they were cruel.
Not because they hated me.
Perhaps because they believed they were protecting tradition.
Perhaps because they themselves had once passed through similar experiences.
Perhaps because suffering had become so normal that nobody recognized it anymore.
Yet the result remained the same.
They did nothing.
Mr. Ufola had given me a white piece of cloth to clean with.
They were blood stain on the bed spread.
And a little more on the white cloth I cleaned.
He went outside holding the little piece of cloth.
The women saw him holding it.
He nodded.
They smiled.
The celebration outside continued quietly.
Voices rose and fell.
Some women sounded pleased.
Others offered congratulations.
The sounds drifted into the room like echoes from another world.
A world from which I felt completely separated.
I remained seated.
Motionless.
Unable to join them.
Unable to smile.
Unable to celebrate.
My eyes burned.
My chest felt heavy.
Heavier than it had during the burial of my parents.
Heavier than it had when I left school.
Heavier than it had when I accepted the marriage proposal.
For the first time, I began questioning everything.
The elders.
The customs.
The promises.
The sacrifices.
All of it.
Had I truly chosen this path?
Or had it been chosen for me long before I ever agreed?
The answer frightened me.
Outside, people spoke of honour.
Inside, I felt defeated.
Outside, people spoke of tradition.
Inside, I felt trapped.
Outside, people spoke of blessings.
Inside, I felt abandoned.
The tears came slowly at first.
Then steadily.
Silent tears.
The kind that leave no sound behind.
I cried for my parents.
I cried for my lost education.
I cried for the classroom I would never return to.
I cried for the girl I used to be.
That girl seemed very far away now.
Almost like a stranger.
The deepest pain was not anger toward Mr. Ufola.
Nor even toward Uncle Matthew.
It was the feeling that my life had been carried away by a river whose current I could not fight.
Everyone else seemed to have a voice.
The elders.
The relatives.
The women.
The men.
Everyone except Agnes.
And so I sat there in silence.
Listening to the distant sounds of celebration.
Listening to the fading voices outside.
Listening to the quiet breaking of my own heart.
Many years later, people would ask me when I truly became old.
They expected me to mention wrinkles.
Or grey hair.
Or sickness.
But they were wrong.
I became old that night.
At sixteen years of age.
Because that was the night hope stopped feeling young.
And despair learned my name.
TO BE CONTINUED…
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