02/07/2026
I’m not masculine because I wanna be like a 🥷🏻 or because ive always had my own place and go by MY rules, no!!, its because this is how I was raised! I had no choice but to be strong & wear the pants. I’m not proud that this is how I am, I wish that I could be soft and feminine but that wasn’t the cards I was dealt. & I feel like that’s why my relationships never work out because I’m so independent idk how to let others do for me or tell me what to do especially if you’re not leading me correctly. I built everything I had from the ground up MYSELF so I never enter relationships looking for what a mf can do for me. I be wanting a safe space, a leader, somebody who can mentally take this weight off my shoulders so I can learn how to stop being so masculine & flourish in femininity, not a mf who take pride in seeing me over work myself to make ends meet the call me broke. My SUV is pad off! Lived in the same place for 10 years. And raised my 4 children alone! Nobody can tell me anything. God is the only man who provides🙌🙏❤️
