02/02/2025
IT HAPPENS.
No one died. We are still alive.
Ever see EVERYTHING you worked for - poured your heart and soul into - ALL your money, time - even sacrificing certain relationships to commit EVERYTING to your passion, your calling, your mission AND see ALL of it come to LIFE?
Then in a moment - after only a few hours, not even a full day - from being glorious, SEEing it ALL standing tall and fulfilling all of your hopes & dreams - to then SEE all of it completely knocked down, on the ground - ALL OF IT.
Do you know what that FEELS like?
It hurt. I felt lonely. I felt like I was being punished. Guilt, shame, self-blame - I f’% #’d this up, again - I felt like giving up - I felt dead inside.
Then I caught myself -
You have 7 seconds to do this or the HURT & PAIN is stored in the body - and will require way MORE time, energy, commitment and healing to FREE….
I asked myself:
AIA I HEA I KA WAI A KĀNE?
Where is the Sacred, Live-Giving Wealthy WATER of Kāne?
WHAT IS THE GIFT?
What is the present LESSON that I am being given to learn, grow and benefit from this!?
I needed to remind myself -
This didn’t happen “to” me
This happened FOR me
Over the past 12+ years I have developed a really close, loving relationship with MAI’A (banana)
I learned how to GROW, COOK, EAT, DRINK and utilize EVERY part for wrapping, packaging, lashings (kaula), serving, livestock feed, underground cooking (IMU) even going as far as to experience my own personal life improvements with weight loss, natural parasite removal, liver & kidney detoxification and even business success.
My biggest lesson is I can’t do this alone.
I had to ask for help -
I also learned that those who want to help also need to learn -
So we don’t keep making the same mistakes over and over again….
I did it the hard way -
So I could find the easy way - Like LEARN how TOGETHER!?
