04/06/2026
Life quietly gets harder. I've been experiencing a lot of physical pain, it's been difficult to walk. I have some kind of autoimmune disease which I'm not 100% sure of what it is yet. Rheumatoid arthritis? lupus? Crohn's disease? I'm not sure. I'm not sure of the future of the farm. I have some very difficult decisions to make.
I need to figure out how to take care of myself better. I know what's going on with me is certainly related to stress and anxiety. Mental health directly affects physical health. I learned that firsthand in life. No one is coming to save me. I have to save myself.
I will keep you all updated as to what is going on with me.
Prayers are always welcome and needed.