06/17/2026
Day 1 of 30.
Robert offered to make me French toast this morning.
I said no.
I’m feeling my grief for the next 30 days.
He said - “that sucks”
and it might
But that’s what I’m doing.
Here’s what I noticed:
I’m not usually a sugar eater.
But lately I’ve been reaching for it.
And when I’m reaching for it -
I’m not feeling.
That’s my avoidance.
And avoidance has a cost.
For the next 30 days I’m paying attention to what I reach for
and how I feel.
Because feeling it is how I stay connected.
Not how I suffer.
Stay tuned for what I discover tomorrow.
With Love, Strength, and Grace 💙