08/13/2026
My life didn’t go how i wanted you’re right!! If it would have i wouldn’t have my wonderful children or husband. My life went how GOD intended. So yep my marriage was s**t about five years ago! But now? Now you could never take my happiness away. God changed my husband and me for the better. I stopped blaming my mother for my trauma and troubles!!! Did she play a roll? Absolutely !!! Suffer from ptsd, and anxiety everyday because of her but i got off my ass and made myself better and took responsibility for how i allowed it to affect me. That baby is a backbone!! Not choosing a partner over your child. ILL NEVER BE ASHAMED OF MY PAST!!!!!! I talk about it all the time. If i don’t how can i tell people how great my life is if i don’t tell them where it began! That’s a backbone! That’s growth!!! Now let me put the old me back. The part you made creep out just a bit. But baby understand this! I held back because i love you and i ain’t wanna break you! But just know if i didn’t love you i would have said a lot more.
