02/10/2023
Your story is yours alone only u know the version of how i alone destroyed us.. . My story is how we destroyed us was seen and understood by many especially a brown eyed girl.. destroyed have been, the excuses, the bu****it and the ones u will never love..safe Open your eyes and take a look into ur buried memories over 10 or more yrs.. see them as me, every single moment of anger and hurt u rained out, i offered excuses for y. hurt in ways ud never want to be put thru urself. And you... my family, i trusted u, cheated on her partner with anyone in there bed n lounge while he slept. So did u feel better? Cuz basically its laughable...when ur man hit on me .. i said no thats wot girlfriends do. U messed up and the ugliness n selfishness defined you. yet im the unforgivable? I deserved better than those i thought cared for me.stayed true to my word im sorry i am able to hurt you so bad and if u dont love who u with u will never feel so much anguish again therefore its my fault we are alone in different ways. Funny how what seems to be one way is actually complete opposite and that gives me peace... you say it best... when u say nothing at all... such a waste of butterflies and trembled touches ....i do feel sorry for her she knows his dreams arent her never were or will be and that is my peace and your emptiness.
