09/04/2026
Hi everyone, just an update on the current situation!
Still currently at the PA here near Southbank.
I’m missing my boat, I’m missing all of you fine people, the salt in my lungs and the sea spray on my face!
I don’t do long periods stuck indoors very well but the staff here at the PA have been absolutely amazing in making this situation as comfortable and stress free as possible for me!
Almost considered a great escape last night just to go sit near the river for a while but I’m behaving myself!
Haven’t seen a sunrise or sunset for almost 2 weeks now, you don’t realize how much you take little things like that for granted until you can’t do them.
Been getting lots of tests done, poor old body is looking like Mike Tyson hung it up to use as a punching bag for a while.
Got bruises on bruises!
Looks like I’m going to be getting what I’m calling a Ticker Kicker, it’s basically a pacemaker with an extra built in function of a defibrillator which is very interesting!
The doctor said it can give me a jolt almost like being kicked in the chest by a horse so FFS don’t get me too excited during sales or things could get very interesting indeed lol
The Impatient me would like it done tomorrow but the reality is it’s most likely going to happen next week!
I just have to suck it up and go at the pace that is necessary and not the pace I want or I’ll end up back here sooner or at worst not at all!
On a positive note I’m still testing and challenging myself, currently almost 2 weeks without a cigarette, doing it with no patches or gum, just myself and that bloody minded determination I have.
(This is my second attempt at writing this post after the phone froze then deleted my first attempt) so I’m certainly being tested with it!
But testing and challenging yourself is good for the mind body and soul, everyone should do it!
And I’m trying to focus on making the mind and especially body stronger so I can get back to what I enjoy most in life, catching wild caught Aussie seafood and supplying it to all of you!
Not overdoing things just slow steady preparation for what’s to come!
Body weight has dropped to just under 80kg, haven’t seen those sort of figures in over 30 years!
The biggest thing getting me through all this though is all of you, I truly mean that.
Firstly your kind words and encouragement have been so important for my soul.
I’ve had some rough bad news days which as hard as I may seem to be at times have been mentally and emotionally challenging, it hasn’t been easy for me to be humbled by my own mortality!
Knowing that I actually died several times in a week rocked me pretty hard!
But the messages and encouragement have given me strength and determination to fight my way back to all of you and to what I love doing most again!
I’ve honestly never felt so much love and care from so many people in my entire life, it has been a very humbling and heartwarming experience!
It’s been very emotional at times, or maybe I’m just softening as I get older but thank all so very much for your kind words!
And most importantly thank you to all those who have donated, no matter how big or small your donations have helped keep the wolves from the door and my little business ticking over on life support while I’m out of action.
I am so very grateful and humbled by your kindness!
It’s given me hope that I’ll come through this and get back to supplying you all with the Fresh Wild Caught Local Seafood!
A week ago I thought it was all over, all of you changed that and I’ll never forget it.
Even if it’s only $4-$5 it adds up and keeps my business alive!
You’ve shown me that kindness, caring and hope is far greater fuel to achieve a goal than just my bloody minded determination.
It’s been very humbling indeed!
Still got a few weeks to get through before I’ll be back out there again for you all so I’ll keep the go fund me pinned to the top of the post in case anyone still wishes to donate.
And again thank you all so very very much.
You all really know how to make a bloke feel loved, liked and wanted!
You all have inspired me to continue do this as long as there’s breath in my lungs to repay faith you have all given me!
I’ll keep you posted with next week’s update!
And sincerely, I love you all with all heart, thank you all so very much!
Enjoy your Friday and hope you all have a fantastic weekend.
Cheers
P.S. how do I look in pink lol