10/09/2026
10.9.2026
To my dearest person,
You know, they say on special occasions, in special places, on special days, you remember your special people. Even if you don't want to, you will. You will miss them and wonder why they are not here.
Maybe Today is not a special day, but I am missing you - the one who doesn’t miss me anymore!I slept almost the whole day today just to escape this pain, but the moment I woke up, the same ache returned.
I keep thinking, if I could talk to you just once, not only today, but my entire life would become beautiful. But I know that will never happen.
Every single day I miss you. In every good and bad moment of my life, I feel how much I needed you here.
Do you know how painful it is that you are not beside me? How much it hurts that I cannot see you? In every second I spend in this world, I think of you - will I ever be able to tell you that?
How much I needed you, how desperately I needed you by my side. And how everything is just going on without you - I will never get the chance to tell you all of this.
You know, after you left, everyone's life stayed the same, but my life, even though it's beautiful, became filled with emptiness! The more I grew up, the more I searched for you, but I never found you. Tell me, how can I ever forget you?
The thirst to talk to you just once, ahh, how do I even explain what that feels like! What did you think about me back then? Of course you must have thought so many things about me! You loved me, didn't you? I know you did, you loved me more than anyone else.
I will miss you until my last breath. For 21 years, in every single moment, I needed you, but you weren't there.
Thank you. Thank you for everything. If I can see all the colors and wonders of this world today, it is because of you. It is you whom Allah chose to bring me into this world.
You are always in my duas. I miss you more than anyone, more than anything. No one can understand your absence like I do, and nothing hurts me more than you not being here.
And if any pain remains within me at the time of my death, it will only be the pain of not having you.
May Allah, out of His love for you, keep you in Jannatul Ferdous. Please remember me there. And may Allah never separate me from you there.Ameen.
I will miss you forever ~
আমি তোমাকে কি যে ভালোবাসি!🤍
Forever Your most precious treasure,
তোমার রেখে যাওয়া স্মরণীয়.
