11/05/2022
This post is probably the hardest I have had to write and one I never thought I would be writing but.....I wanted to let you all know that yesterday with a very very heavy heart I gave my notice on the shop. I have agonised over this for months as I never thought I would be in the position where I even considered it....but after only just finding our feet and building my business from scratch in a new area we were then hit by the pandemic and the massive effects of trying to make a business last through those tough times, adapting what I could offer to keep the cake orchard name out there, only to come out the other side but then be hit by everyone experiencing tough times and cutting back on luxuries or going out which is when we got hit the hardest with people not needing or wanting celebration cakes. I have been a successful cake maker for nearly 12 years now first from home then moving to cumbria and opening the shop. During this time myself and my husband have also been raising our 5 young children which in itself is a full time job. We have balanced the shop and the kids and trying to make it all work financially for so long it has took its toll massively not only mentally but physically and financially as well as meaning quality family time together has been pretty much none existent. But being the determined stubborn person I am I didn't want to give up and instead looked at ways to make it work, diversifying into making ice cream too and delivering cupcakes locally etc but all the time little did I realise just how much I was running myself more and more into the ground. I think this is hard for people to understand unless they are self employed themselves and know that massive responsibility and pressure it comes with, no switching off from it, no paid time off, no annual leave etc.....
So fast forward to now and much much soul-searching I have come to realise that actually holding my hands up, and head up, and saying this isn't working anymore is actually a massive strength and certainly isn't quitting. It is realising what is right for me and my family. It is also scary as after 12 years I am stepping into an unknown with no plan but I need to accept that I need time to heal from what has been an extremely tough 3 years that I have given my all and more to. I WILL still be taking on cake orders and working from home where my kitchen is already registered with environmental health. I hope that I will still get the love and support from those of you who have supported me the last 3 years as I am eternally grateful for that. (And for those judgemental few and those who wanted to see me fail I'm sorry to say that I may be gone from the high street but I've certainly not failed)
So who knows what the future holds , hopefully I will be back with my ice cream in some place or other as through all this I also realised I can actually make damn good ice cream as well as cakes 💕
Many many thanks and so much love to you all.
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Lots of love 💕