23/08/2023
Being Burnt out is actually a thing! Please read that again, over the last few weeks, I’ve been in a state of all round exhaustion.
My attention span has grown even shorter, simple everyday tasks have become chores.
My insomnia nko? On the rise!
Before you ask if I’ve tried to take time out, yes I have severally but sometimes even taking time off doesn’t really do the trick.
I’m deciding to say this publicly for the first time ever and it may appear strange to some people because I choose to stay quiet and private with my battles.
Beneath all my smiles and initial gra gra is a woman who’s scared 90% of the time, overwhelmed a lot and very often quite unsure of everything and everyone.
I hear sometimes that being open with one’s struggles can help, even though I know it’s a lie 110% of the time 😁. Here I am though, being partially open with certain aspects of mine because I’m at that point in my life where, everyone should do what they please with information they may know or think that they know. MUSA has literally seen everything at the gate🤣.
In this same breath, I want to personally say thank you for all the love, support and consistency in patronizing Drinkoal. If I ever feel like no aspect of my life is working, I take a glance at Drinkoal and I rethink my thoughts. You guys make that happen for me every day, God bless you all greatly!
That being said, I can’t wait to be back to my normal self, if normal is even a thing because I don’t know if it is, I’m going to be patient with myself and take as much time as I deserve to, it might seem selfish but trust me, selfish is in my new vocabulary because I’ve tried people pleasing and the heartache can’t be put in words(story for another day).
On that note folks, please have an awesome day and put you first always, the Bible does say, we should love our neighbors as ourselves but a good friend of mine in a tweet that once went viral said “Lean on me, no be press me die”.
Please you guys, to help me spark my little joy, send in your orders today, it’ll go a very long way.
Lots of love, light, lemonades and self-preservation,
Lewa🖤