07/03/2026
It's been a few weeks since I last posted and I wanted to share this drink that has given me joy today! ❤️
My favorite local coffee: Iced Bean There Latte (different from caffe latte they also offer).
Once in a while, especially on days I need a little self-care, I indulge in my favorites. There is such joy in drinking this cup especially since I switched to black coffee with stevia for regular days.
Since I've started Ozempic (currently on my 12th week), I've been extra intentional on hitting calories and macros. All the planning around it took a lot of executive functioning energy 😂. There are days I feel guilty indulging in certain food, especially liquid calories (this one is about 400-500 kcal according to my calorie app which is almost 1 meal!) . Then I ground myself with the reminder that too much restriction actually backfires in my end and my sweet spot is consistent and sustainable progress that still allows me to feel joy. The more I obsessed about the calories, the macros, the number of hours spent on cardio vs strength, the more the scale didn't move! 😭
What calmed me was my doctor gently reminding me that the real sustainable weight loss is slow. That while my number on the scale doesn't show that much progress, my body (through my labs) are telling a different story - controlled high blood pressure, controlled prediabetes, controlled asthma. And when my doctor affirmed that I just might be his most succesful patient so far, I cried! I finally relaxed and just show up for myself everyday with the system I've built: 1,800 kcal a day as much as I can, at least 30 min movement daily and to really work on my sleep hygiene.
So I still eat the skin on my chicken but at least it's airfried! And once in a while some cravings. The goal is not to hit a certain number in the scale but to sustain the health habits I've been building slowly but surely the last 2 years.
Life being fat isn't easy, but it's never too late to make better choices to help me thrive more everyday. ❤️