01/02/2021
Who I am part I
This little flower is not me for a long time now.
This is me on my first ever day in the professional kitchen, I believe 7 years ago. Not for a job, but internship once a week in a pastry section.
I was attending pastry school classes thinking they will give me knowledge and direction, but the only good thing there was, was a hot guy teaching HACCP 😁
The school had no kitchen and no idea what pastry is and a teacher, thinking that fat, carbs and protein has 1kcal each. We had a big argument with her, when she calculated cinnabuns being 50 kcal.
I mean c'mon we all wish those existed, right?😅
So what do I decide when the time for the first internship comes? To go to the fanciest restaurant near my home. And I lived in the center of the capital, so yeah it was FANCY 🤪
I had zero knowledge about pro kitchens and how they operate, I was scared and insecure (a whole chapter in psychology is written for me on this😏).
And that was also the first time I encountered the "real kitchen" attitude. No one cares it's your first day ever, no one has time to care as I understand now. So this scared little flower got a lil bit of reality check, but didn't quit, cause as soon as I got into the magic world of pro kitchens I wanted to know everything. I wanted to belong cause I felt like that was the place where I could. The only place.
And so it began. The journey that I had no idea what would bring and where would it take me.
Of course there's more to the how it began and I will tell you over time☺️