05/24/2026
I am a tough nut to crack. The things that have happened in my life made me this way. I don't trust, I am always on disaster watch, and I never feel worthy of the life I have been blessed with. This man is part of that life. Do I take him for granted sometimes? Yes. Do I give him a hard time? Yes. Do I have moments where I doubt him and his commitment to me? Yes.
It's not him that's the issue, it is me.
This man right here has seen me through every fu***ng thing life has thrown at me. He was there when I was at my lowest and right there with me at my highest. He walked into the crazy fun park that is me. One minute the tunnel of love, the next the house of horrors. He braves the Rollercoaster, gets tossed around on the tilt a whirl, and dunked in the dunk tank. But every time, he is still there saying " what's next?" Every single time I want to give up he gets in my face and says "no, I won't let you quit!" He pushes me to be my best but loves me even at my worst.
I dont deserve him. I love him with everything in me and beyond and my greatest fear in life is of losing him. Dan is my best friend, the missing part to my life, my rock, the guy who rarely smiles but can make me laugh so hard I cry.
Today is Dan's birthday and I hope he knows that he is the greatest thing to ever happen to me and that without him I would be lost. I love you Dan! Happy Birthday!!
