10/15/2025
The rams are finally in w/respective breeding groups. I don’t remember my time ever being stretched as thinly as this past summer into fall. Out of habit our oldest blames any stressors on having “too many sheep”. But that’s not the cause. People proclaim children are their most all encompassing as babies/toddlers. That as their independence grows so does your own. I’ve found the opposite to be true. Sure, there’ll come a day when their capabilities & resources allow them to become truly independent & remarkably self sufficient- but this last stretch of getting them there- far more all encompassing & time consuming than any development stage thus far. I love my kids. I take great pride in their capabilities, integrity & tenacity. They’re genuinely transforming into amazing adults that I’m confident will make a difference in the world. The amount of attitude, eye rolling & tirades that Ive willingly experienced this summer- wow…Every day, often multiple times a day, I’d drop whatever farm tasks I was in the middle of- to get them to whatever event or work shift they had. That was the true causation for 2026’s lambing starting 41 days later than in years past. But I don’t regret any of it… When 2 of our Tunis rams (Korbel & Hemingway) left for another farm- our other experienced rams were beside themselves. Not because their friends left, but because they were convinced that was the trailer to breeding groups & they’d been left behind. I didn’t know Barry’s eyes could get any bigger! He paced & was immediately on high alert. For weeks, anytime I entered the space he’d glue himself to my side even more than usual & added some soft baritone coaxing & compliments to his companionship on pasture walks for good measure. Dave on the other hand, went straight into depression. Anytime I’d come near- he’d follow Barry out of the pasture to check & then go stand in their shelter, head down, facing the corner- all droopy. Xander- totally clueless, no idea he was about to enter the majors… Thanks for your patience Barry. Dave, glad your depression has lifted. Xander, welcome to the majors.