12/29/2025
Sh*! I forgot to post…
For a long time I’ve grieved closing the shop. For me, for Chicago, for the culture and the relationships it create. I wore being an entrepreneur and not “working” for someone for almost a decade like a badge of honor.
I was ashamed that I’d failed in some way. That going back to work on the floor as a sommelier, was somehow a regression.
It wasn’t until this year I learned to embrace and love the role. The security (healthcare and a steady paycheck), and freedom to hone my craft without the pressure of survival.
I like this iteration of myself. I enjoy my work, even the most annoying parts.
I appreciate the universe for placing me here!
Run your race and BEING is more than enough. I’ve got more to say but I’m tired of typing…
Excuse the grammar and misspelling, I’m living unedited.