09/18/2024
Realizing I really am on my own🤦🏾♀️😞🧎🏾♀️➡️in my own little world of silence. It’s kool tho at least there Is no one to complain about everything I do or how I think or how I chose to handle anything. Like im not normal or my way of anything is stupid I’m not perfect or a genius by any means but I do know I’m smart and I am a damn good mother and I bust my ass to be better every single day of my life. I’m not my past and I won’t live or raise my family how I was raised or lived because they deserve better just like my parents felt for me and that is exactly what I will do and I don’t give to fukz who disagrees. Each generation is supposed to be built better then the one before my kids are an extension of me and that extension will love on and on and get better and better because I refuse to continue the generational trauma, drama, anger, lies, ignorance etc. God blessed me with a 7 beautiful children and I will always hold mines down and build them up no matter the circumstances.