10/18/2021
Hi everyone. It has been a while since we posted on here and I (Mathew) wanted to give an update on what's going on.
The very short abridged version of it is Emma and I are no longer together; we are still good friends; Seven Winds is still a thing, the vision is just evolving.
Some more context if you want it is this. We started Seven Winds with a dream, a vision, a set of desires and goals. And we started out this year on the journey to achieve all of those things. And what we (or ill just speak for myself) what I found was that dream is absolutely beautiful and worthwhile, but I'm not ready for it yet.
Before I can go there, I need to take care of some stuff right here (like inside me stuff). I need and want to grow and change in some ways that didn't feel possible within the environment and relationship we had created. And so the best thing for me to do right now is focus on my own growth so that I can be a full, resilient, mature person growing the life I want.
So Emma is gone for now, and who knows what the future holds. Im holding her in my heart and I know shes doing the same for me. Yeah its not been a super fun process; yeah I'm pretty sad; yeah its kinda been tough.. but damn if I aint growin like a mo********er...
Other than that I just want to say that Seven Winds is gonna keep on growing too. I am stepping back from the retreat aspect of the business for now and am focusing more on the farm; looking to grow and share a lot more food with people next year! I will get back to posting here more regularly. I've just needed time to process stuff and that is still ongoing. But this dream is 100% still alive; just changing and shifting with everything else.
The pictures I included are all beautiful foods that Emma and I grew together this year. I'll never forget these first harvests as long as I live