01/25/2025
Hello, friends & supporters -
It’s been a hot minute since I’ve posted.
Getting straight to the point: the last two years for me have been absolutely brutal and I needed some time to step back and regroup. The catastrophic losses from flooding, fungal issues and biblical plagues of slugs, alongside worsening of my neuromuscular disease, zapped me completely. So for 2025, I’m focusing almost solely on my roses, beginning with rehabilitating the ones which were overtaken by weeds as I was consumed by running annuals. I started the farm with only roses in mind, but quickly became distracted by playing the annual game. That was never supposed to happen.
Ive pushed myself so hard over the past few years that for most of 2024 I struggled to just stay out of a wheelchair. At one point, I was again looking at the possibility of being hospitalized. It was by far the worst year medically since my diagnosis in 2018. Ultimately, I was told by my doctors to stop farming. And in truth, they’ve been telling me to do so for several years, but I’m stubborn. This year, however, I decided to listen.
Going forward, I’m exclusively a small rose hobby farm, probably closer to “garden,” though there are a few super easy annuals Ill be growing. But my only goal for 2025 is to find the new scale that works best physically and to have energy leftover to grow things I can actually eat 😂 I have no idea what that’s going to look like, but just know I’m still here trying my best to adjust to my medical realities.
Thank you to everyone who’s supported me along this journey