04/20/2026
(PART 5)
Anyway back on track with the story.
In 2023 we started the house build with no contractors. Just the two of us. One competent in building and the other willing to do labor. All 5 kids literally at our sides. No babysitters. One year olds and three year olds dragging 2x4s and 2x6s. Some of the longest and most exhausting days of my life being a mom while simultaneously being my husband’s only laborer. Many days I just wanted to be a normal person and be in debt up to my ears but pay someone to build the damn thing. Not really but I was honestly so exhausted and worn down moving to a small town trying to be apart of the community (small towns either welcome you with loving arms or they don’t—no in between. It’s funny when you were born and raised in Idaho and someone not originally from here is suddenly offended you moved to their town) trying to grow our business, taking care of livestock, raising our children, giving them some normalcy, building livestock infrastructure, building a home.
I lost focus. I had lost myself over the years. I had to step back from growing this business to maintenance. Water what we have now and inevitably it will grow. Our fold will get to the size we would like with time. The projects will get done. It may not be on the timeline I would like but that’s okay. A friend once told us “let whatever you do today be enough” and that stuck. Two years ago I committed to prioritizing me again and have lost 50 pounds and counting. I’ve stayed consistent just as I’ve stayed consistent over the years in feeding this dream of ours. Growth is not linear. It’s also uncomfortable. It sucks most of the time.