04/22/2026
Me, somewhere around age four or five.
I grew up genuinely American. It was all I knew. And yet I never quite looked it. I also never felt Taiwanese, having grown up with no connection to that culture at all.
For most of my childhood I existed somewhere between two identities without fully belonging to either. Not enough of one. But also not enough of the other.
I didn’t have language for that feeling then. I’m not sure it needs language. It was just quietly there, the way certain things are when you’re a kid. A background hum.