05/01/2026
There are plenty of things to be said, most of which I hope to share with you personally, and one on one. However in reflecting on tonight, a few words I feel are worth sharing with you all here:
Tonight was the culmination of nearly a decades long journey. A decade where the bulk of my waking hours were spent doing this work, worrying about this work, thinking about and stressing about this work. Most of my waking hours you all were on my mind, how best to serve you, your feedback, and being mindful of each and every one of you in an intentional and intimate way.
This is work, that tonight comes to a close.
I know the weeks and months ahead are going to be difficult. For my body, my very being have been so engrained to the rhythm and seasons of what we've built and it's demands. My body and my will are going to fight against the slower pace, fight the uncertainty of less preoccupation and stillness.
I will ache... for the quiet which lies ahead rings louder than all the pains and stress of the constant labor and fatigue which has now passed.
Yet, there are no regrets. This last decade has been nothing short of a life giving miracle to me and my family.
It, along with you all, has taught me, among other things; patience, kindness, caring, fortitude, and most of all hope.
A hope learned in the friendships and challenges we've faced alone and together. A hope learned in silent gratitude for undeserved companionship, camaraderie, and mutual affection. A hope which does not disappoint, as it is rooted in truth and love.
A hope, which from here, brightens all the days which lie ahead and give us much to look forward to.
I am eternally grateful and indebted to these last 9+ years, for which you all have made a truly wonderful and meaningful experience.
Always,
Tony
