04/10/2026
Lessons Of The Chickadee
I was on my knees last week with my hands in some of the richest most glorious soil! The sun was throwing warmth all through the garden while titmice, crows, pine warblers goldfinches and wrens sang out a forest aria not heard since last April. For a year I have been deprived of springs dulcet melodies! I was thinking about world affairs.
A chickadee flew down to a lower branch in the peach tree I was working by and literally started scolding me in that bossy little elfin way they do when the feeder is empty or you’ve stepped too close to a nest site. Since neither was the case, I decided she was reading my mind and felt I needed a lesson on being present and grateful for the gifts at hand. She was ardent in her presentation and once again my forest garden was turned into a lecture hall. Fortunately for me, the tiny professor required only my attention and not a full understanding of the course for a passing grade. It seemed that she stayed long enough to be sure I understood the assignment, when I nodded my assurance she moved on.
I judge my garden soil not just in its ability to grow happy plants that flourish but also in the quantity and health of insects that live here. The wren that follows closely is also very interested in any insects I may uncover. She has several songs for my listening enjoyment and would be only too happy to trade one for a tasty arthropod. We have a game we play every spring. She hides her nest and I try to find it. This year she has chosen the end of a rolled-up hammock on the porch of the “Orchard House.” I checked on it today; it was part of my homework from the chickadee. The long tubular nest made from moss, leaves and grasses held one tiny egg. A priceless jewel, and assurance that our orchard and gardens are suitable sanctuary to raise a family. Her mate is a frantic little soul, skipping through the underbrush like a tiny rufous mantled Don Quixote tilting at windmills and asking “When life itself seems lunatic, who knows where madness lies?”
Always a suitable question to be asked when dealing with the affairs of mankind. If only world leaders could spend some time in a forest garden under the chickadee’s tutelage.
If they could not absorb the wisdom from this diminutive scholar, at least it would be a fine place to bury them!
In the spring, there is much work to be done here for the human resident. The forest is always trying to take back the space I’ve borrowed and the deer feel that our orchard and gardens are a banquet table laid out specifically for them and the raccoons. The squirrels have found our plums much to their liking, and the crows and ravens have decided that our peaches go nicely with local roadkill. We’ve built cages over our blueberry bushes just so we could enjoy not sharing all of them with the robins and cedar waxwings. Raspberries and blackberries; well, we do get some of them. My wife gets more aggravated than I with what she perceives as thievery. My focus is on the growing, nurturing, and creating a magical place that feeds the locals and gives back something for what we ourselves have taken. It does get frustrating though. It’s a lot of work, time and expense keeping up a property like this. If you add the maintenance of a twenty-year-old log home to the list it can feel at times, overwhelming.
Here is the tradeoff; waking up in the mornings to an open window and a multitude of bird song, sitting on the porch watching a heard of deer casually cross the driveway, raccoons, opossum, and flying squirrels coming to your window after dark wondering where their snacks are, coyotes singing, barred owls barking, a night sky filled with stars, fresh clean air and water, and a certainty that you are connected to it all, and sustain a symbiotic relationship with your piece of the earth. However temporary this life may be, you’ve done and are doing your part in creating sanctuary.
The world is shrinking of late and seems to be closing in on our oasis. I’m not going down without a fight. As of today, I’ve unsubscribed to all political Substack newsletters and limited my news consumption to a couple journalists I trust. Perhaps, in time, the algorithms will have noticed and my feeds will go back to nature and essays on the environment. Limiting what I consume and put in my head to things I love and can do something about is freeing.
Last evening my wife and I sat on the porch enjoying a glass of wine and each other’s company. A whip-poor-will started up its long hypnotic chant just as the full moon rose above the trees. Its reflective light cast long silent shadows across the forest floor and illuminated this natural amphitheater like stage lighting offered for an emphatic, yet vailed soloist. It was a thrilling experience since neither of us has heard a whip-poor-will for years. When we lived in West Virginia in the early 90’s rare was a night in spring or summer that a whip-poor-wills relentless circulating song did not fill the woodlands. Whip-poor-wills time the hatching of their eggs to about ten days before a full moon, thus ensuring the brightest light for ease in hunting flying insects to feed their young. Even their impeccable timing and expert hunting abilities has not stopped a 75% decline in their populations since the 1960’s.
I was alone this morning. The forest was fully awake before I stepped outside. It was late for my inspections; the workers don’t wait, and move on without the benefit of my amity.
I thought about the whip-poor-wills song last night and it broke me. It reminded me of how quiet the woodlands and meadow spaces have become since I was a boy and all we have lost. Other voices I no longer take for granite; bobwhite, meadowlark, the thumping wing beats of a ruffed grouse, spring peepers and wood frogs, stream banks lined with croaking leopard frogs, bull frogs and so many others. While they may yet be common in some parts of the country, here in the Blue Ridge mountains of western Virginia, where our streams, meadows and forests offer a perfect habitat, their voices have gone quiet. On some days, is their loss not too great a burden to bear?
I know that I have been able to teach my children a way to see into the natural world in ways that others cannot. What of my grandchildren then? There is less to see, less to know, less to become intimate with and love. Is something you do not have relationship with still worth protecting?
More than ever, the focus seems to be on the man made. How marvelous we are in our inventions and how easily those inventions manipulate us into believing the natural world offers nothing we can’t produce for ourselves. It doesn’t take a very astute observer to see that our species seems forever doomed to invent ever more sophisticated technology but never mature sufficiently to comprehend or control our own inventions.
It is not the man made that I will focus my attention on today. Springs season is here and she reminds us, time is short. There is much to be done, much to observe, and so much to learn. The forest does not give up her secrets easily. She whispers them in a language that takes a lifetime to understand. So, into the forest I will go, and pray, as Thoreau has written, “that my mind will be equal to the occasion.”