11/05/2025
November 5th, 2025
The fierce, tenacious winds of deep Fall are upon us and a lot of life has changed in my small world. Although change is a constant, we are not always conscious of the tiny movements around us. It's been what feels like a lifetime since I have posted. We had several frosts the past few weeks beginning the sweetening process of the parsnips, spinach, kale, and carrots. The frosts have also started to kill off most of the flowers, any annual weeds, and the summer cover crops leaving shades of browns, golds, and maroons for us to rest in.
Another change is that we took down what used to be a small barn for chickens in order to make room for more gardens and a gravel parking lot. This will allow us to expand our CSA program, host educational events, and community gatherings.
Our greenhouses have been flipped to cover crops and hardy winter greens and spring onions. We planted our garlic too, both a celebration of the end of the season and for the first crop for 2026.
Finally, I write with heavy news. After a short time of being in remission, my lymphoma cancer has returned and I have been undergoing chemotherapy for about two months now. Once again two worlds collide - one of beauty surrounded by natural colors of the marigolds, blue skies, sunshine on my skin, the emerald green of the winter rye, the smell of a freshly pulled carrot, the deep breath of cold morning air, the satisfying use of a garden rake on a freshly composted bed - contrasted with a sterile world of IV medicines, swirling warm white blankets, beeps and clicks, repeating name and birthday, utter exhaustion, and a plethora of other side effects for weeks to come.
And this collision of worlds is a reminder of how much the earth grounds and uplifts me simultaneously, how the people in my community are truly caring and generous, and that change and transformation is necessary for all life. It's the good and the bad. Nothing is ever in one state for too long like the passing of the clouds on a windy November day. Let us be present with our breath and our goodness.