05/26/2026
Real farm update.
The Murray Cypress and Carolina Sapphires are absolutely wearing me out right now.
Today I cut down and burned around 30 trees that I just don’t think had a chance. Some of the ones I already spent hours trying to save and trim are starting to look the same again.
At the same time, the weeds are coming back, I still need another fungicide application, and then I catch myself wondering…
Why did I plant sunflowers too? 😅🌻
There’s just so much going on and so little of me.
What people may not always realize is this farm isn’t our full-time job.
Most days I’m tied up in my day job. Chastity stays busy with real estate. Gregory’s been balancing wrestling, fixing equipment, mowing, and helping keep things moving.
The farm exists somewhere in the middle of all of that.
And lately I’ve been thinking…
Maybe I’m trying to build too much for this phase of life.
I cleared a new field because I’m always thinking ahead and building for the future—but maybe the answer right now isn’t expanding.
Maybe it’s simplifying.
I’d love to one day spend more time on the farm, but realistically my day job is what allows this place to exist and grow in the first place.
I enjoy working on the farm.
I don’t enjoy constantly feeling behind.
I didn’t start this to create more stress or lose every weekend trying to catch up.
So maybe success right now doesn’t mean more trees.
Maybe success means building something smaller that I can actually enjoy and manage well.
The new field isn’t going anywhere.
Maybe one day when life slows down I expand into it.
But right now I’m trying to remember that not every opportunity has to happen immediately.
Maybe this season is about doing less… better.
Back after it tomorrow.