10/15/2023
đ„ Cus was also big on affirmations. He had a book called Self Mastery Through ÂConscious Autosuggestion by a French Âpharmacist-psychologist named Emile CouĂ©. CouĂ© would tell his patients to repeat to themselves, âEvery day in every way, I am getting better and better,â over and over again. Cus had a bad cataract in one eye and he would repeat that phrase and he claimed the phrase had made it better.
Cus had us modify the affirmations for our own situation. So he had me saying, âThe best fighter in the world. Nobody can beat me. The best fighter in the world. Nobody can beat me,â over and over again all day. I loved doing that; I loved hearing myself talk about myself.
I was this useless, Thorazined-out n***a who was diagnosed as re****ed, and this old white guy gets ahold of me and gives me an ego. Cus was such a deep guy. No one ever made me more conscious of being a black man. He was so cold, hard, giving it to me like a bitter black man would. âThey think theyâre better than you, Mike,â heâd say. If he saw somebody with a Fiat or a Rolls-Royce, heâd look at me and say, âYou could get that. Thatâs not the hardest thing in the world to do, getting wealthy. Youâre so superior to those people. They can never do what you are capable of doing. You got it in you.â
Cus wanted the meanest fighter that God ever created, someone who scared the life out of people before they even entered the ring. He trained me to be totally ferocious, in the ring and out. At the time, I needed that. I was so insecure, so afraid. I was so traumatized from people picking on me when I was younger. I just hated the humiliation of being bullied. That feeling sticks with you for the rest of your life. But Cus gave me confidence so that I didnât have to worry about being bullied ever again. I knew nobody was ever going to f**k with me physically.
speaking in his autobiography âUndisputed Truth.â