09/07/2024
Taking a breath, the short version: I’m taking a break from trying to build/grow the tea business to focus on other very important things in my life.
Taking a breath, the long version:
I realized recently that I am constantly in a cycle of burnout, recovery, and guilt. I have SO many wonderful people and opportunities in my life… but it (finally) dawned on me that by trying to do everything and be everything, all I’m doing is failing at most things, including self love and self care. I feel like I have “no time” because my free time has been spent trying to recover from all the things I’ve been piling on my plate.
I had (and have!) big dreams to build this company, have a strong online presence, a monthly subscription service, even offer herbalism and tea making classes…but right now my dream is bigger than my mental battery and capacity.
There are friends and family that I don’t see nearly enough. Aspects of my job at Baig of Tricks that need improving. Hobbies that I miss. Herbalism courses I haven’t had time/energy to take. I recently went back to an old job that I absolutely adore and want to be there 100%, 100% of the time.
Most importantly, Ali and I have been going nonstop since our infertility/IVF/miscarriage experience, and I want to give my all to spending time together and healing in a healthy way, and finding our new happy.
I was born to live a hobbit lifestyle, not be a girl boss 😂 and that’s OKAY.
I will still be selling my teas (including Fall seasonal) at the Lemont Farmers Market every Tuesday until October 15th! After that, my tea blending will be at my own pace, when I am inspired and can do it for fun. I will post any releases that are for sale!
Burnout is REAL. I hope if anything, this long post inspires someone to take a little break themselves, if needed. You deserve it.