08/09/2026
I thought my lamb had died the other day.
But Jesus was merciful.
Because of the hot temperatures, I had planned to feed everyone later in the evening. That was most likely going to mean after dark once again. I had checked cameras earlier in the day, where everyone looked content, and continued on with all the other pressing tasks.
Unexpectedly, some last-minute plans came up, so I decided to stop in the middle of making dinner, take all the kids, and ārun down and feed everyone really quickāāone of those times where I think Iāll have a fast, uneventful trip.
Mixed feed. Portioned things out. Saw all the girls and didnāt notice anything off yet.
I split up everyoneās dinner and opened the gate to let everyone eat. Then I started gathering up the lambs to let them into a different area to eat while the adults worked on their bowls.
One, good.
Two⦠three⦠four.
Okay, only one more.
Fiā¦ve.
Five?
No. Only four.
I recounted and made sure I wasnāt just overlooking her.
Nope.
Recounted the adults and started looking to see if I had somehow just missed my girl.
No.
I started frantically counting again, and again, and againānot wanting to believe I was actually missing a lamb.
Iām missing a lamb.
Immediate bits of panic as I went outside to see if she just hadnāt heard me in the barn. I started calling for her.
Nothing.
Next step was to get back in the side-by-side and start driving through the field. I was going quick, but slow at the same time, fully expecting to find a lamb on her own, probably not alive anymore, and praying that wasnāt going to be the case.
Drive and drive, and I couldnāt find her anywhere.
Got out. Walked a bit.
Nothing.
Back to the barn. Got out, went inside, and checked again that I hadnāt somehow just missed her with everyone else.
Still not there.
Checked a bunch of other places.
Still nothing.
I started walking around the barn and in another direction, still hearing absolutely nothing while yelling for her.
I was already praying for her, but finally I specifically said,
āJesus, please help me find her. I donāt know where she could be!ā
I was sick to my stomach.
I stopped walking to try and be still, see if I was missing something, and just look aroundā¦
About 30 seconds later, I saw some briars move.
I FOUND HER!
She wasnāt making a sound, but she was struggling as hard as she could to free herself from an extreme tangled mess of briars she had gotten herself into.
I yelled and ran over, but of course, I hadnāt brought gloves with me this time. I went to start grabbing at the briars but couldnāt even figure out where to grab or how to help her. I ran to find something to try to move some of them with, but right as I was on my way back, she ripped herself out of the tangled mess.
I wanted to get ahold of her, but now she was a sharp, spiky mess with thorns everywhere, and I didnāt even know where to put my hands. So she headed toward the barn, and I followed her.
I finally got ahold of her in there. I didnāt want to pull her around trying to find a perfect place for her to stand because she was breathing so hard. So I grabbed the least thorn-filled place I could, thanking Jesus the whole time, and started pulling thorn branches out of her long curls one at a time.
She seems to be doing good today, and I am beyond thankful that I was there in time.
I wouldnāt have seen her at all in the dark.
Needless to say, those other plans didnāt happen by the time that almost-catastrophe was over.
But Jesus was merciful.
A last-minute change in plans put me at the barn hours earlier than I intended to be there. A lamb who wasnāt making a sound happened to move the briars just moments after I stopped and asked Jesus to please help me find her.
And I did.
Sometimes His mercy looks like changed plans, an earlier-than-expected trip to the barn, and briars moving at exactly the right moment.
Iām just so thankful I was there to see her move.