06/04/2026
26 weeks carrying my sweet Hollyn ❤️. She’s the size of a spaghetti squash now and that is absolutely crazy! Everyday I wonder what she’s going to look like, how she’s going to feel in my arms, what its going to be like watching Steve hold this precious baby and be a father, and I imagine the kind of life I want to give her. Mostly I think about the kind of mom I want to be and that always makes me pause. I suppose that part will just naturally evolve as time goes on, no matter how many books I read on the subject to prepare. There are some things you just can’t prepare for.