04/25/2026
Hey loves, if you’re new here, I’m Samantha- mother, postpartum Ayurvedic doula & creatrix of Emerging Wisdom Cacao.
I was "Sam" for many years, but I was re-baptized in the salty spray crashing over black lava rock on the Big Island. I traveled there over two oceans and many boats, a journey of 2 years across land and sea, sleeping much of the time on the bare earth.
During this time, I discovered the Wild Woman archetype.
The one with dirt under her nails and ochre on her cheek. The one who howls at the moon and barks at curious coyotes. The one whose eyes dance with flames even when the fire is out. The one who doesn’t name the plants, but communes with them as allies. The one who free bleeds on the earth and watches as the earth drinks it up.
Other characters have emerged since, but she—the wild, feral one—is my foundation. What my blood remembers.
She is who becomes depleted when I spend too much time in the hustle, when the mundane takes over, when I forget where I belong. But she is restored when I tend to my being as cyclical. When I sink in with my back to a tree, letting my soles find bare soil. When I turn inward with only the backdrop of breeze and bird song.
How do you translate that to this world of dopamine chase and thumb swipes?
I know the transmissions I offer are valuable but they are not the 'thing'. To feel alive and awake, we need deep nature connection—the inner and the outer. I can speak to that here, but you are the one who has to open the door. (Hint: It won't while you’re scrolling on the gram!). This has to be lived!
If you are a womb-holder, you hold the keys between your legs. As a cyclical being, you hold the essence of nature and literal creation within you.
I create cacao blends using Ayurvedic spices, adaptogens, and mushrooms—one for each phase of the menstrual cycle. To use them effectively, you have to know where you are. When you track, you tune in. When you tune in, you discover your deep magic.
This is my mission: to get you to tune IN. To pull back from societal expectations and sink into that deep inner well.
If you want to sink in with me and like hearted, feral natured women comment WILD to keep connected.
