10/18/2026
How can one test bring back so many memories and emotions?
I’ve been in the depths, that time in my life was extremely difficult and it seemed to last forever.
It was only a few years long but every month felt like an eternity! Trying to have a baby for me was a struggle. I remember spending so much energy and feeling like every negative test measured my worth.
I remember obsessing over a line.. was it there was I crazy? I even took them apart.. I looked in different lights… checked hundreds of times to only be met with the same answer.
When I finally got my positives they were ripped away and it made me feel ever worse and alone.
I finally did get my two pink lines that decided to stay! My two rainbow babies are now almost 5 and almost 7!!
This test is only for my goats but boy did it bring back memories!
To anyone in the depths of trying, waiting, and wishing for those two pink lines, your feelings are entirely valid, and you are not alone and I see you!
Remember; your worth is not measured by a test strip, and your timeline does not define your destiny!
Sending positive thoughts and baby dust your way! ♥️♥️
