02/09/2024
I don't normally post about my personal life. What I go through,, what's really on my mind, how I feel about anything but this one i can't keep in.
Search for birth parents of:
Don Nerveria Lemke Jr.
B. 02 Sept 1959 Beaumont Texas
D. 04 June 2014 Port Arthur Texas
Adoptive parents Don Nerveria Lemke Sr. & Dottye Myrtle Johnson Lemke
Adoption filed by Harry Wright
Grieving over loved ones is not fun.
Learning of your father's mother passed away a month ago during your mom's mother's funeral makes it worse. I was just wanting to sit down with her and talk about my family members I never knew of and my father's birth parents. Now, I know it's gonna be harder to find out.
I've never realized how much my feelings are invested in this search. Some people may never want to know their parents and I get that. I've spent endless hours on ancestry, talking to other family members I've never knew of. It kills me on the inside just a little that people from the other side of your tree are so kind and helpful. Yet some of the closer ones aren't can't tell you about a passing family member.
I know I supress a lot of things and keep it too myself.
This just feels so important to me right now.
Eventually I'll find out my heritage and ancestors on my father's side.