02/22/2026
The last few days have been rough.
Anxiety I haven’t dealt with in a long time showed up again.
A big storm hit. Freezing wind. Jeremy plowed all night. I was outside at 3:30am crying and trying to protect goats that didn’t have enough shelter.
One of the larger goats is bullying the others. Two have been hurt. She wouldn’t let anyone into the shelter. On top of that, every goat came with badly overgrown hooves that are clearly causing pain — which makes me sad, frustrated, and honestly overwhelmed.
So I spent eight hours in 20° weather building temporary shelters out of whatever I could find — pet food bags, wire, tarps, tires, twine — because the goats needed safety immediately, not when it was convenient.
Jeremy is now sick from running on no sleep.
Nothing about this has gone according to plan.
This is the side of homesteading people don’t always see.
The learning curve. The problem-solving. The frustration. The moments you wonder if you made the wrong call — and keep going anyway.
As sweet as they are, right now I regret taking these goats.
I’m hoping things calm down. I’m hoping I can enjoy them.
For now, I’m just taking it one step at a time.