Living Springs Homestead

Living Springs Homestead From a family farm in Puerto Rico to raw land, a travel trailer, and a classroom in a small, rural public school in East Texas.

I'll be posting about starting a homestead from scratch, Jesus, and teaching.

This might be me. đŸ«ŁđŸ˜Ź *chaotic, toxic campuses are not my fault. I am going to have to stay diligent to make sure that I ...
06/05/2026

This might be me. đŸ«ŁđŸ˜Ź *chaotic, toxic campuses are not my fault.

I am going to have to stay diligent to make sure that I don't make homestead decisions this way, though.

Thank You, God, for our first harvest. 🙏 We have blueberries, Sweet 100 cherry tomatoes, San Marzano tomatoes, and a vol...
06/05/2026

Thank You, God, for our first harvest. 🙏 We have blueberries, Sweet 100 cherry tomatoes, San Marzano tomatoes, and a volunteer that sprouted in a potted plant we brought with us from Puerto Rico.

Yes, y'all are adorable. Now please go to sleep.
06/05/2026

Yes, y'all are adorable. Now please go to sleep.

06/04/2026

And still trying to get computer tasks done...

06/04/2026

Trying to get computer tasks done and the kids take 2-minute naps.

đŸ€Ł 😂
06/04/2026

đŸ€Ł 😂

AI response to my question about still feeling exhausted after two weeks of summer break.  Part 1What you’re describing ...
06/03/2026

AI response to my question about still feeling exhausted after two weeks of summer break.

Part 1

What you’re describing is a very specific pattern, and it’s actually extremely common in high-stress professions LIKE (not the only high-stress profession) teaching after a hard year like the one you just had.

This isn’t depression in the “sad and unmotivated” sense. It’s more like a nervous system crash after prolonged overdrive.

During the school year, you’re running in a sustained state of:

1. Constant problem-solving.
2. Emotional regulation for kids all day.
3. Rapid context switching.
4. High responsibility with low control.
5. Repeated emergency adaptations (closures, COVID, ice storm, etc.).
6. The ENTIRE 9+ hour day is on a military-like schedule where one minute off matters. Teachers are lucky if they get a full 25-minute lunch break.
7. Chronic lack of communication.

That combination keeps your brain in a chronic stress mode.

Part 2

Then summer hits.

And instead of renewed energy, what often happens is a rebound collapse:

1. Cortisol and adrenaline drop and your brain “lets go” of constant vigilance.
2. The systems that kept you pushing start to downshift.
3. Executive function (starting tasks, initiating movement, planning) temporarily tanks.

So you’re left with:

Wanting to do things-feeling interested and even excited, but having almost no “startup power” to initiate action.

Your mind is willing, but your body is in recovery mode.

There’s also something very real happening in teaching specifically:

Decision fatigue + emotional labor exhaustion.

You weren’t just teaching content—you were constantly compensating for instability, which burns through mental energy faster than normal workload fatigue.

A few grounding truths here:

1. This is reversible. It’s not permanent “low drive.”
2. Rest doesn’t always feel like relief immediately—it can feel like shutdown first.
3. Your system isn’t refusing to function; it’s recalibrating after sustained overload.
4. The “I want to but can’t move” state is a classic sign of depleted executive function, not lack of care.

What usually helps this phase isn’t pushing harder (that tends to backfire), but very low-friction re-entry:

1. “5-minute start” rule (not finish, just start).
2. Physical activation first (walk, shower, sunlight) before mental tasks.
3. One task per day that feels almost too small to matter.
4. Alternating rest and movement instead of trying to “catch up” all at once.

If you've had a high-stress year (or longer), give yourself some grace.

Nicole helping our future mousers, Peaches and Nutmeg, get free from the flea infestation they came with.
06/03/2026

Nicole helping our future mousers, Peaches and Nutmeg, get free from the flea infestation they came with.

06/02/2026

Learning how to play Part 1 by Nicole, our official Kitten Raiser (yes, she gets a lot of titles đŸ€Ł)

06/02/2026

What's in my wallet? Nothing. Nada. Zilch.

What's in my brooder? F3 Olive Eggers, Silverudds, Silver Welsummers, and a few Schijndelaar.

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Rusk County, TX

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