08/10/2026
When you have a child, especially a child with special needs, there are days where all you can do is hang on and hold them while the storm passes. When my boy has what others call a meltdown, it can be extremely difficult for him to calm himself. Next to impossible at times. You try to keep others away and keep him safe at the same time. Today was another really rough Sunday. All I could do was hold him (which is getting harder as he gets bigger and stronger). He cries because he's angry, he cries because he can't stop himself from acting out. So I hold him, safely. As we sat in a chair outside and the breeze was blowing I felt him relax and we talked a little and he was able to continue his Sunday routine.
After his regular Sunday routine was done, and it was just the two of us he and I talked about angry feelings. We talked about the actions we take when we are angry. It seems, for now, another storm has passed.
Why do I share this? Because I KNOW there are others who care for those who have the same struggles, perhaps the causes or triggers are different, but the same struggles. When I say that this farm understands, I truly mean it. There will be no judgment for hard moments. There is space here for those moments.
As the sun sets and my boy is sleeping, I take a breath and enjoy watching the clouds as they pass over the house.