07/12/2023
Hey community near and far! Thanks for all the messages asking how we are doing in light of all the catastrophic flooding around Vermont. The short answer is that the farm is fine. Over the years of managing a hillside farm, we have done a lot of earth moving around our fields to manage water flow for large storms, and walking around the fields Monday, we could see that for the most part, it was working pretty well, with only some touch ups needed. We are feeling incredibly grateful to be so high up on this hill away from the river valley. Our hearts are tender and overwhelmed for all the folks that this storm hit so hard. It will take a long time for some folks to be visually ok, and possibly much longer to be emotionally ok. I was surprised that it was such an emotional day for me, given our safety on the hill.... Our experience with Irene is still lodged pretty loudly in my body despite thinking I have done plenty of healing work on that over the years.
It was clear at bedtime last night that our kiddos wanted the full Irene story... we have given them plenty of the cliff notes over the years, always in the feel good story version: "Our farm was destroyed by a hurricane, but our community was awesome, so we moved it up a hill, and everything is ok, hooray!" But last night, I gave them the full story, with all the scary parts and emotions, and wild details from that morning 12 years ago, all the way through all the beautiful and myriad ways our family, friends, neighbors, CSA, and community kept us afloat as we rebuilt a farm. I took breaks during the story when it scared them, to remind them that we are here, 12 years later, on this safe, abundant hillside, and every pause I took to bring them back to the present, was also re-grounding my own body from a day of having my nervous system perpetually activated from such similar weather conditions.
Sending love to everyone affected by this storm, and I hope your healing can begin after all this cleanup.
(PS- This pic is not from Monday.... the wind from the rainstorm a couple days ago took down those beautiful maples.)