Confusion Infusion

02/08/2024

It's time for the restaurant industry to go through a massive reconstructive change over the next 20 years. And it's starting out slow like coffee did in Seattle and then it will explode all over the place and of course like Tully's in a bunch of other coffee hopefuls will banish into past times on high Street in Bremerton right up around the corner the high and the low. Atmospheres for imaginations yet these buildings will be built way cooler.

12/15/2023

When I was little somewhere in my spirit I knew somewhere in my soul in my blood.
We were blessed to have a yard and woods and river behind us.
I used to run with two sticks in my hand pretending, feeling I was I was part of a clan. I would jump down the banks and giant leaps of the hills through the shrubs and as I got older climb the small trees till they tipped over onto the next.
As I grow older Life changes divorce changes School changes perceptions changes out in life experimenting jazz blues attachment dance another part of the soul another part of what's in my blood and somehow still I knew but didn't know. in some way the flesh knows things that I don't and still my soul my blood and my spirit attached me to other things.
Seattle Deedee Bridgewater seeing Horace silver leads to me and when this little song does what no other can do this little song for my father by Horace silver is played by the band tall Zulu young man front center on guitar no singing just musical singing with his guitar..
This is like 1999 or something first time I started dance floor in Jack London square.
Again we're changes time passes there I am in New Mexico there I am in LA time passes I keep moving culture community culture. Culture.. culture. From Dominican Republic friends their music dancing at work to South Carolina and smooth potato salad recipe handed down by my favorite Cajun chef.
To my friends from India dancing at work listening to new dubstep from India Pakistan the Black Sea Russia so many people travel jobs, vacation spots traveling workers, culture lives stories .
From friends with everything but won't share a dime to friends with nothing will give their last to those in between with their beautiful laughs smiles and journeys on the way and I know so many on the way to share their dimes to share their lives.

09/06/2023

Happening to incident and incident to happening ,hustle and bustle all about .
The minds and conscious Powers scream and shout.
And yet.
I'm still here
I'm still here
Disassociated a bit
Just enough to split
Glide here and there throughout time.
Been place to place a couple of times.
Face to race race to face a couple of times.
Rood to lood, to yude to food
Still here in the early years; on the page and the back side , to the later years of the flash drive, to digitally lost memories , to a few for all to find.
Just here and there, pieces of me, from my sea.

By,
The Wondering Poet.
From the book ,
" The importance of barometers".

09/05/2023

VR with quantum communication entanglement. see I believe VR is reaching towards its name and we are reaching towards realizing what it is or sometimes we have to accept something in order to see it , to try and understand it.
In heaven makers by Frank Herbert Frank has so many great perceptions that can be interpreted in so many different ways in this particular book there is one scene where one particular race or animal with a level of awareness has noticed another watching them secretly but can't be quite sure if what they of course seen is true yet. But what does it matter to either of them the one who is watching and the one being watched who is discovering that they are not alone? They are both also being watched. And someday the one that is being watched will watch another. Where is the reality in this? Where does it matter to you if you are digital and digital is flash? Or what has been figured out and written on paper can be put into action and turned into flesh and download it into it.
But anyway with quantum entanglement communication we can be in virtually reality worlds together in separate countries hearing each other at the same time. So if we can do this with video which I don't know how we can do with this with audio but this will be amazing for the VR world and the world of communications.

07/18/2023

I am temporarily back in Washington.
For those who can't make it to the end this is a complete praise I think I'm in love with Bellevue Motorsports service team and the whole crew at that store. If you want someone cool or the best place to buy a bike at right now in Washington I'm telling you it's either Silverdale Harley-Davidson or it is Bellevue motorsports. I love these guys I'm going to bring them barbecue chicken fried chicken and anything else I can put together bring it in with any love to them they are absolutely amazing now back to this ramble post....
Staying in Kitsap county at my dad's house and well around. I went to Rottweiler to try to stay with the private builder I talked to some of the shops around here that would work on a Kawasaki Rottweiler was all about it until they saw it in the back of my Honda CRV wanted me to take it out by myself put it all back together and drive it into them which didn't make any sense since it needed the engine to be cleaned out flushed as well as the radiator and system. I was so confused so I went to the other shops in the area. No luck.
I don't know why I just stopped Bellevue I have a friend out there it's on the other side of the water and I just wanted to give myself opportunity to say hi to some people and take care of something at the same time and I am so glad that I did this I get to see my friends reconnect a little bit and these people are absolutely amazing.

07/15/2023

Going back to my travel jobs my twenties working out of season etc. I always attached myself to someone. I miss my friend dearly Sebastian I attached myself to him he was going to school if he had any troubles I would leave my place find a place with him stabilize and then go on to the next. Travel job or another friend in a little help. Then I had kids :-) and I attach myself to my kids. The patterns School YMCA music sports church activities volunteering camps etc. Now here I am. Back in Washington my son agreed I should try to help my dad. I left a great job I left a great little apartment. I left some great new friends amazing amazing new friends. Friends that when they heard my dad situation and I was going to help gave me their time help me pack up and got me here 2 weeks to a month sooner than I would have been able to by myself.
Now another talk with the sheriff's about adult protective services. My dad has gotten into almost full recovery enough to start playing games and well it's time I move on.
Are you a single dad and you need a temporary roommate?
The end goal for me of course is South Dakota back with my son and hopefully someday my daughter will join us.
I know wherever I go I will need to attach myself to a community volunteer program and community work. I know wherever I go most important number one study. Attached myself to Torah study and the study of our great people who take care of this land for us .
Boy that Dr Seuss book Marvin k Mooney the time is now :-) always resounded pretty heavy in me as a child. But ultimately I too have to send a message. So many have forgotten gardening this great garden in their gardeners. Lost and arguing who's right and who's wrong how is it supposed to be and how is it and who is who and who'sville.

07/15/2023

Just got off work flipping the pizza before sundown get home :-) speedometer

07/13/2023

And here I am again learning around in this place I wish I would never have been able to swim in cuz all this water that's all the round is polluting the mind polluting sound you can't understand what's coming from the voice because the sound you think is just a made-up choice you going to come through and understand another way cuz it's your way you choose to understand the words that you hear today. All my life this is what I know I miss laying down next to the animal. Listen to the heartbeat we could escape astro projection into a safe place everybody's gotten intent they want to push. But maybe I guess you got reasons of your interpretation that told you that my dilation of my view with something that is so new that it must be made imaginary and not true. All those who can take it I thank you and say hey --Look at you you got information from the super info highway .
Look at you you've got secret information up the by way.
And here come they they don't care what you say they got their information the best hidden way from the underground town you really want to understand and get down.
No wait a minute I guess you're all wrong here comes another thousand years ago you're all stronger when you get into doctor in older books that been built for you.
Now look at them to their gum they got it all they know how to have fun they simplified don't care who died cuz they came back were all blessed jumping up and down but as we already passed the test.
But wait a minute they got more mathematics bouncy information in the old attics then they got the caves must have been the one who freed the slaves but then again maybe not who lost the study, shifting over to the new who's just shining on their buddy buddy.
You love to share your info because you're right you know you're running the world this tight when you coming and looking at the line you're walking it's a straighter line not as many jibber jabber can follow all the talking that makes yours a narrow narrower narrower path so you must be the one got to give up the fun cuz you got what it takes away you understand and perceive you are finally there with the rest have they say what's the reason to care.
What's he mean when he says the one that don't know the law will live it? When all of those all around are studying in and taken from it. They'll drop the wisdom then open up their soda pop they'll drop the wisdom then they'll drop another Glory pop.
It's like the ones that say I don't smoke it I just snorted it I don't snort it I just breathe it I don't breathe it I just shoot it I don't shoot it I just drink it I don't drink that hard stuff I just drink the beer I don't mess around with beer I just drink the wine I don't drink that hard wine I just drink that soft wine kind of like the same thing you all got your circles is playing in the sea.
I sold you a product how many years before your own fears took over and not caused your own tears it still ain't work you got the quirk you got the motion you miss the notion it's time to go Marvin came Mooney he knows he's seen it but is it a new show to see on the caboose you ready to cut loose where do you go without of the people house get and leave in there you are green around the sun is shining so hard can you live without your luxury or you just like to talk about your interpretation mysteries.
And I know this view is who made it to the end of the post is that mean this is a narrow path to those of the most who didn't and can't and say I'm going to pass it away it's just another ramble from Brent anyway.
And by the way thank you those who have elevated chose to have real conversation tell me when I'm wrong tell me to reflect double check my decision my mind help me to keep on thinking new things and New times I always did for so long have all kinds of rhymes it doesn't matter the place doesn't matter my age doesn't matter the face doesn't matter the phase I used to stare into the sun's rays just to get myself out this crap that I see every day and all these people around me.
And then boom came the kids they deserve so much more than what I went through I want to hold him up be there all true and true show them you can still have constant good points of views.
And the battle was on cuz here's another man ready to see his kids trying to go through with the plan.
And we got to break it and dismantle even if it hurts the kids future but we got to keep on fighting and we fought and we fought and we fought and we fought and here they are 17 and 14 and who forgot Brent's been fighting and fighting I'm trying to do right remembering the times long ago when he started to write with his insight 15 when he began to grow and learn separate from the herd you can call it if you want whatever it is it's a train the thought of mentality of choice that you give or you take it's one in the same you can get it mixed up it's pretty easy if you don't have any set it before that it's magic and tragic it it's like a loss it's a win and he said it also when he said learn to swim and he said it also when he told us you were wrong when you said everything was going to be all right when we're counting and quoting new artist with passed in sight.
And all of you thank you for being true accepting new and having an open mind and being kind and maybe someday I hope I'll see you.

04/30/2023

*. Is it easy to point out when someone is wrong?
Is it easy to wait?; learn how long it's been wrong , where it came from , and how it feels, before you make your suggestion? Or wait/ what \was it before you let them know that they're wrong?

04/09/2023

There's something about curry.
Some of the best Curry has a portion of the last batch in it and the chain has been going on for some time.
There's parts of us that are Curry. In those parts of us we have a mixture of places we've been family behaviors.
We're often told how we're supposed to get rid of all of these things. Yeah when they're added to a pot a new pot each time they're diluted and they are changed into the new things. The new spices of life.
A lot of times we're trying to pull in other old recipes other old tricks that are attached to other bad habits ways of thought etc. Or we were taught an old trick but it's really a cheap ass shortcut that should never be used.
What do we want to get stuck in the same menu all the time? Adventure to adventure change will happen. What we accept the change of ourselves as well or we try to stick ourselves back into the old recipes of the past?
It's hard to jump into a new pot and mix with others. What we might find out is that they've got spices that we've been missing for a long time that we need to add to our recipe.
In vice versa of course some of those rough around the edges parts of us those extra hot spices may just need to be diluted and handed down a little fire into the next pot.

04/01/2023

Hello everyone. I've been wanting to make this video for a while now and I finally just did it. It's been a while since I've edited anything and have forgott...

04/01/2023