03/22/2022
Truth be told I’ve been waiting on Mammie to have a calf since the day she arrived at August Oaks Farm- almost 8 months ago.
I have more pictures on my phone of Mammies “business” than I care to admit. Ive asked 8000 questions to anyone that would listen. I’ve worked myself into a state of anxiety laying in bed at night during a storm worried if she would be ok.
God often times has us in periods of waiting. Whether it’s for a spouse, a promotion, a child, a good doctors report, whatever it may be that we are waiting for.
But I think the question is- how do we spend the time waiting?
Is it full of anxiety? Or fear? Just plain worry.
Do we allow the enemy to plant these seeds while we wait on a promise from God?
Or do we spend the time with thanksgiving, gratefulness, and joy? What if we truly enjoyed the journey and didn’t just live on edge until we got to “that moment”?
As I walked to the pasture yesterday, I really felt the Holy Spirit convict me. How have I spent this time waiting for Mammie to calf?
I’ll tell you- I’ve ran every worse case scenario through my head. Will Mammie or the calf die? What if I’m not home and she needs me? What if the calf doesn’t latch? Heck, what if this calf comes out looking like Chewbacca? (If there is a worry- I’ve rehearsed it in my mind and then bugged Babe about it 😂)
But what if I just enjoyed where I was at? What if while I waited for the calf to come I just enjoyed the unbelievable blessing I’m living in every day with all of my animals on this beautiful farm. And instead of worrying or obsessing over what’s to come- I stopped to thank God for what has already has?
The Lord is not slow in keeping his promise, as some understand slowness. Instead he is patient with you, not wanting anyone to perish, but everyone to come to repentance. 2 Peter 3:9 (While this verse is referring to Christ’s return- I think we can apply it to seasons of waiting) God is not slow in keeping His promise. He is the one that made the schedule to begin with, so he surely he isn’t late. Instead, God keeps every promise at the perfect time to bring Him glory and for the good of those He loves. So why would I want something sooner than what he has planned 🤷🏼♀️
I encourage you (and myself) to rejoice in the waiting- because he has promised us his timing is perfect. And in due season we shall reap 🤍