05/16/2025
This morning wrecked me.
As I stood watching my neighbor have his crops sprayed for the third time in a month, I saw the crop duster fly too close — drifting chemicals over my pasture… over my horses.
And in that moment, my heart sank.
I know we all have different models of the world. I really do. But I also believe that when enough of us start sharing what we’ve lived through… we plant seeds for change.
My wake-up call came through my daughter.
Years ago, we nearly lost her to chronic illness.
Her body was screaming — nonstop puking, constant crying, no sleep, and years of speech delays. Modern medicine didn’t work. And we were forced to turn inward — to go deeper.
It wasn’t until we went holistic, cleaned up our food, our environment, and our lives that we started to see her truly come back to life.
It changed everything.
And I carry that lesson every day.
But today? It hit me again.
Watching my horses — those gentle, sacred beings — get misted with chemicals made me break down in tears. I woke up feeling strong, ready to conquer the day. But instead, I had a moment.
A moment where grief, guilt, and fire all bubbled up again.
Thankfully… I have tools now.
Tools that pull me out, even on the hard days.
Tools that remind me we keep going — for our kids, our animals, our future.
And if you feel like life can be overwhelming and cruel sometimes…
If you need tools to help you get grounded, move forward, and start rewriting your story — I’ve got you.
We’ve got you.
Let us be a resource. Let us help you build the kind of inner strength that no chemical, no challenge, no chaos can shake.
❤️ your soul alchemist Matt and Kodi
This is a dead honeybee. The pollen on her legs is from dandelions. Her tongue is sticking out due to what killed her that was on the dandelions.
It’s spring, dandelions are the bees first food. This bee is dead from w**d killer spread on what we see as w**ds, but what nature sees as food.
Please don’t spray for w**ds until you see the blackberries blooming. In this area, w**ds, flowers and fruit trees are bees only source of food until middle of June.
There are FAR more w**ds than flowers or fruit trees, so it's their only food source. No bees, no food crops for us and we all starve.